Failure

I remember this one time that I failed that I was in the band concert and I had a solo to do for a winter concert. I had missed a note and it sounded really ugly, I was embarrassed after that.I felt like I wanted to relinquished the band it was that bad, because of the loving support of my band director and my best friend. They had encourage me to not give up and keep trying, they even help me on there private time so that i could be able to get that note. The note that I had to make was very high it was very hard me to to make. Even with the 4 years of experience behind my back I was never able to make until the loving support of my friends I was bale to over came it. After being able to make that note it felt that I could do anything and felt invincible. Everyone was so proud of me and i was able to a chair up meaning my position became even more important then before. I was outing first chair because of the hard work and demotion that I had. I believed that nothing is impossible and it always good to get help form someone. they might have a different then you and it might work out for you. I think the reason why was so berate on myself is normally i kind of invaluable, meaning i never messed up. Well during concerts not during band practice i mess a lot in band practice, but that makes a better player. (269)

Mid Refection

            My first semester was okay, i could done some things better, but know i can't change the pass and just have to learn my mistakes.  Know what i have done wrong on my first semester i would be able to make a better second semester. Like not being lazy, also study the night before doing my test, also if i have a something that i esoteric, i  would make sure to get help by a teacher or even parents. Who knows, they might know what i need help in.  I have also finished my PTP  so i have something i don't have to worry about anymore. I was so perfunctory to do my PTP, but i had metamorphosis to do better and get my PTP. I had felt so emancipate when i finished the PTP, there was no jurisdiction on finish that thing. yasss.
       
          Some struggles that i am having last semester is taking test, test were the  only thing that was bring my grade down, but this semester I will change i will study harder to make sure i will pass my tests. Another struggle is that had bin absent recently so that had brought my grade down, so would to make sure I catch up and turn in my homework, to make sure it doesn't turn in to zeros.  I think so adjustments have to made since i am not as good as I want i would have to really make sure that this semester i work really hard and never give up. Also to make sure that don't have any regrets of what i am doing and just be proud. Plus tennis season is staring so i really have to make grades are good to play as well. (291)